wrecked.


im on emotional roller coaster. one minute is up up and up. another, is down down and crashing further.


im missing yana like crazy. im missing lan like a heroin addict.


im broke. im jobless. i have no friend. i have no man. i got a complaint letter.
my tax invoice from school has arrived. im fucked.


physically, im dragged down to utter hell. emotionally, im a wrecked. spiritually, im empty. mentally, im a suicide.


just one long sleep. one that i would wake up and say "hey! things are the way it's meant to be"


all the screaming of "help me" wont work coz im reluctant to be saved right now. i just want to be far far away..


there was nothing. nothing in me stirred. just utter silence shouting back at me..

Ain is bugging you on 2009-11-28 at 1:44 a.m.

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